Break own heart

I broke my heart by breaking yours.
Who knew...
Every action of mine that made you cry, killed me inside.
Every argument I initiated to nourish my pride,
Had me questioning myself.
Why did I say all those I love you's
but let my actions say different.
I gave you a preview of the King in me through
words but to protect my heart I let the fool in me rule our relationship.
Thought being heartless was the way to use my heart less.
I broke you,
Only to realize the very thing that I loved become broken.
Looking at the pieces of your heart, I broke down.
Like a kid who accidentally break his favorite toy,
letting his immature ways destroy what he loved.
Similary I let my immature ways break you,
except I wasn't that innocent....just stupid