When I say...

When I say I want you, I mean I want to :

   Cuddle with you and

      Feel your heartbeat and

         Hear your laughter and

            Stare at your smile and

               Breathe your scent and

                  Know that I am yours.

stuck right here

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time.

And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.

It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you are stuck right where you started.

When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want.

When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start.

When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away.

It's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again.

You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

You are my girlfriend

Alot of guys are so worried about their manhood, being called whipped, pussy, or even gay just because they cater to their girlfriend or treat them right.

I honestly don't care what anyone thinks or says, as long as she is happy thats all that matters to me.

She wants me to cook for her, I will ask her what she wants and I will do my best to cook that.

She wants me to clean, I will tell her what she needs help with.

She ran out of tampons, shit just tell me which ones and I will get them.

She wants to put make up on me, that's cool, no ones going to see me anyways and it comes off but Imma get her back.

She wants me to hold on to her bag for a bit, I don't mind at all, it's for awhile.

You are my girlfriend, I don't mind things like that.

It's all really would I do.

Be Happy Ever...

The happiest people don't have the best of everything,

They just make the best of everything.

Talk about happy, these are some guidelines to be followed :

1. Let go. Forget the burdens of the past.  The past can not be changed so use it to make the future of yours.

2. Be whoever you want to be. Don't live your life how other people want you to.
 
3. Think positively. No matter how bad a situation, something good will come from it.

4. Remember that everything happens for a reason. When the reason reveals itself, it will blow you away.

5. Change. Learn and grow as a person, become the best person you can and want to be.

6. Look after the pennies and the pounds will look after themselves. Care for the small things and the big things will happen as a result.

7. Build relationships. From friendships, see the good in people, share your life with them and tell them all of your secrets.

8. Live your life with purpose. Set out to achieve something and do it. The feeling of accomplishment is empowering.

9. Take responsibility. Don't blame your mistake on others, don't blame others when things are not according to plan. Accept that it happened.

10. Smile. A lot. Smiling release endhorphins that make you feel better instantly. Then you will feel happier


Happiness spreads, SMILE =)

Old Friend

When evening came and the sun began to move down toward the horizon lips
I stepped my foot to a frail elderly who was sitting by the roadside 
That somehow the very beginning just wanted to pass in front of, but suddenly I came and sit next to him
That's where we started talking to each other then turned into small talk about his past.


He said that he was dying to finish his elementary and started work
Then he was dying to marry and have children
And then he was dying for his children to grow old enough
so he could go back to work
But then he was dying to retire
And now he is dying...
And suddenly he realized that he forgot to live


While I listened to his story with truly amazed and suddenly he tapped my shoulder and whispered the words...
"Please don't let this happen to you
Appreciate your current situation
and enjoy each day..."


I realized to make money we lose our health,
and then to restore our health we lose our money...
We live as if we are never going to die,
and we die as if we never lived...

My Fears

To : My Fears

From : Me


I want you to know it's over between us.

We have had a crazy ride past year but I have found someone new.

I am getting back together with Faith..we have big plans for today and the other days.

I can not let you hold me back any longer.


Regards,

Girl,,Girl,,Girl

things a girl wants from her guy but won't ask for :

1. Good morning / goodnight texts.
2. Pictures taken together.
3. Surprises, especially little ones.
4. Visiting and bringing her favorite food.
5. A hoodie with his scent all over it.
6. Really long hugs.
7. Listening her story.
8. Sincere compliments.
9. Sing her favorite song, even if it's out of tune.
10.Asking to have a dinner.
11. Real, deep conversations.
12. Nonsense but funny conversations too.
13. His "gentlemanliness".
14. Comfort and patience when she's in tears.
15. Telling her how much you love her.