I would love a girlfriend who would take a lot of pictures, even though I don't like the pictures of me; While I am doing something completely random and her saying "Wait, wait, wait. Stay right there!" She takes her camera, while taking the picture she mumbles, "It's good." Yeah, that would be really nice. I wish one day i am going to travel around the world with your hands in my left and the camera in my right arm.
Just to be honest...I hate school Don't get me wrong, I love seeing my friends everyday and learning new things. I hate school because we get judged everyday for how well we can memorize our textbooks. We go to school for 6~7 hours a day, takes a classes that probably won't benefit us in the long run, and go home and do 3 hours of home work. We learn about covalent bonds and quadratic formulas, but when will we use that? We should be learning how to be a great human beings, and how to live. Not how to pass a class.
Good Morning and Good Night messages will already make her smile and thinking that you actually give bunch of cares about her. Checking up on her everyday will erase those doubts in her mind. Even little random texts telling her how much you love her will give her the assurance that your feelings for her are real. Just show her that you care. If you feel like something is bothering her, then ask her. Try to cheer her up when she's feeling down. If she has problem, then ask her and listen. Tell her that "You can't promise to fix all her problems but you can promise she won't have to face them all alone". Never be ashamed of opening up yourself to her. It's only a sign that you're a real man. Hug her. Just hug her every time.
When I say I want you, I mean I want to : Cuddle with you and Feel your heartbeat and Hear your laughter and Stare at your smile and Breathe your scent and Know that I am yours.
It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you are stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
